on the sanctity of (teenage) life


I've been thinking a lot lately about Johannes Tetzel. Tetzel, you'll likely recall from 10th grade World History, was the one who (allegedly) set off the young monk-turned-professor Martin Luther into a theses-penning frenzy.
A week ago my wife and I decided to join her family at the North Georgia State Fair. With a looming vacation to Disney World next week, it seemed like a reasonable litmus test of our four year old's patience and willingness to ride the rides. Somewhere between my turkey-leg and funnel cake, my father-in-law had stopped at a nearby booth to engage in some sort of fishing game. He returned triumphant, carrying a plastic bag with a small multi-colored goldfish as his prize. Before I could completely process what was happening, he fished around in his pocket for another dollar and headed back toward the fishing booth. Five minutes later he was back, showing our son the goldfish he had won.
"the Constitution has left religion infallibly where it should be left in all government...duly appreciating that Christianity is not a scheme of coercion; but only calls for a patient hearing, a dispassionate examination and a rational faith."

We were standing in the middle of the Nevsky Cathedral in Sofia, Bulgaria. A bright high-school senior from our church was walking around the cathedral in hushed reverence, gazing upward at the towering depictions of St. Cyril and St. Methodius who brought the Bible (and the Cyrillic language) to the eastern world, and who happened to hail from Bulgaria. I watched as she approached the altar, staring up at the Christ Pantocrator in the dome directly above the altar. She circled the bright candelabras, aflame with thin beeswax candles lit by the Orthodox faithful. I was talking to her mom as she crossed over from a nearby icon where a man crossed himself before kissing an icon in obeisance.
Her mom was telling me how one of our translators--an "evangelical" now--described how as a child and teenager she had kissed a hundred icons, thinking of it now as a kind of slavery--a gilded, hand-painted veil separating the Creator and the creation. I watched her daughter's sense of awe fade into mild disappointment.
Earlier in the week we were eating dinner after a day of throwing back-to-school parties at orphanages and squeezing in a short visit to a small monastery. She had told me how she thought the artwork was beautiful--the combination of the wall-to-wall art, tinged with the soot of two-hundred years of incense drew her spirit upward, toward something greater and more beautiful than we worshiped in our small white church.
I tried to relate. I remember the first time I ever walked into Broadway Baptist Church in Fort Worth. From the chiming of the hour to the Choir Anthem--everything seemed bigger, grander, somehow more full of meaning than I had ever experienced in worship. After a few weeks of anticipating worship as a sumptuous feast for the senses, I sat in the North Transept to change my perspective. At one point my eyes scanned the crowd, only to see teenagers being, well, teenagers. A mop-headed boy was whispering something to a girl, who giggled a little too loudly. Others were passing notes. A couple of athletic boys were out cold, sleeping safely through a brilliant sermon.
I told the young woman across the table from me that I realized in that moment that had I grown up in that beautiful church, I would likely have the same general apathy that many of those youth had. Familiarity may breed contempt, but more likely it breeds familiarity--we grow too passive, too comfortable. When the Spirit whispers we strain to hear it because our liturgical sensibilities have already switched to auto-pilot.
Last week someone told me that technology can become, as all created things, implicitly idolatrous. I struggled with that concept for some time. As a thirty-something who can barely remember when my parents bought their first computer, technology has always been a welcome companion. As a minister who seeks to integrate technology into worship, communication and even faith development, I am used to those resistant to technology--some fearing it is implicitly evil while most are leery of what they perceive as a steep learning curve.
Admittedly, there are some for whom technology has brought the same kind of slavery that our Bulgarian translator felt. Beyond the compulsion to check e-mail, we can develop a reliance on social networking, constantly checking to see who is following us on twitter or who currently maintains the wittiest status update on facebook.
Some have rightly claimed that technology, while "connecting" individuals, offers a sort of artificial community where each user controls the information others see about them. I am not sure this is dissimilar from the environment at most churches on a Sunday morning--after all, how many conversations go beyond "Good Morning, how are you?" not to mention whether or not anyone answers truthfully. Tradition can be its own kind of iconoclasm
The mortal sin of iconoclasm happens when any technology or tradition becomes the sole medium through which we understand grace.
I remember standing in that great cathedral thinking "How is it that both these things are happening at the same time--that this teenager and I feel such a sense of mystery and awe while others can only measure their faith by the number of prayers offered, tithes given or candles they've lighted?" And then I imagined sitting in my church on any given Sunday and feeling the same thing--and sometimes even feeling the other side of it--the one of compulsion and guilt. Or in front of a computer listening to a sermon from Michigan or Texas, hearing the word but missing the community in which the word was brought forth.
True community defies all attempts at iconoclasm. Technology and art, icons real and virtual can inspire, convict and uplift, but it is only in genuine, physical community that we find individuals that help us wrestle with mystery and curb our idolatrous tendencies.
On any given day airwaves and satellites are jammed with information regarding healthcare, poverty, crime, taxation and the environment. The lingering and occasionally vociferous debates over these issues reflect what many already know--that these are often nuanced discussions with deep, abiding roots that run to the neural nexus of the American consciousness.

"In one sense the opulence of American life has served to perpetuate Jeffersonian illusions about human nature. For we have thus far sought to solve all our problems by the expansion of our economy. This expansion cannot go on forever and ultimately we must face some vexatious issues of social justice."
-Reinhold Niebuhr in The Irony of American History, 1952.
To an Englishman landing upon your shores for the first time, travelling for hundreds of miles through strings of great and well-ordered cities, seeing your enormous actual, and almost infinite potential, wealth in all commodities, and in the energy and ability to turn wealth to account, there is something sublime in the vista of the future.
Do not suppose that I am pandering to what is commonly understood by national pride. I cannot say that I am in the slightest degree impressed by your bigness, or your material resources, as such. Size is not grandeur, and territory does not make a nation. The great issue, about which hangs a true sublimity, and the terror of overhanging fate, is what are you going to do with all these things? What is to be the ends to which these are to be the means?
"Truly America has a great future before her; great in toil, in care, and in responsibility; great in true glory if she be guided in wisdom and righteousness; great in shame if she fail."
"I want the truth!"
About four years ago a good friend and former colleague of mine was in town and we were driving to the store. We drove past a large wooded field that was awash in verdant green leaves--the plight of many a field across the Southern United States--the sprawling made-in-Japan blanket of foliage known as Kudzu. No one living in the South needs any further explanation.
Mission is, quite simply, the participation of Christians in the liberating mission of Jesus, wagering on a future that verifiable experience seems to belief. It is good news of God's love, incarnated in the witness of a community, for the sake of the world.

And the church is the one place where a doctor ought to forget that he's a doctor. The church is the one place where a Ph.D. ought to forget that he's a Ph.D. The church is the one place that the school teacher ought to forget the degree she has behind her name. The church is the one place where the lawyer ought to forget that he's a lawyer. And any church that violates the "whosoever will, let him come" doctrine is a dead, cold church, (Yes) and nothing but a little social club with a thin veneer of religiosity. When the church is true to its nature, it says, "Whosoever will, let him come." And it does not supposed to satisfy the perverted uses of the drum major instinct. It's the one place where everybody should be the same, standing before a common master and savior. And a recognition grows out of this—that all men are brothers and women sisters because they are children of a common father.--Martin Luther King Jr.
In the sweltering heat of August, the political temperature keeps climbing. From Town Hall shouting matches to million-dollar ads on the airwaves, the health-care debate, once reserved for partisan parlance in the Capitol, now finds itself in the public square, literally and technologically. Every day another news release is sent out--interest groups marshaling the troops to blanket in-boxes with e-mail forwards. In the last speech of his time, Martin Luther King Jr. said, then of the inequitable treatment of Memphis sanitation workers, though prophetically it fits today-- "The nation is sick. Trouble is in the land; confusion all around."